Apart

This last relationship torn me up. Yeah it made me realize how carefree I was. No worrying nor bothering with all the signs presented in front of me. Yeah idk man just not myself anymore…

I just wish i didn’t have these corrputed feelings for you |./..|

I just feel like going m.i.a on everyone & everything but continue my cashcrating ^_^

This right where is……awkward smh i just give up on guys/men/boys whatever you wanna call it “/

Sometimes I just want to cry my eyes out “/ make them bloodshut red

yesterday was um and today was just huh… not even taking guys seriously no more `

Soo

I was leaving my 2nd period class room and my teacher stops me to ask me what grade do you think you deserve in the class?

Someone finally notices I DO ME FOR ME TO PASS IDC about the rest just me harsh but it’s life it ain’t fucking easy !

One day I wish to find a guy who can do the following:

1. Love and respect

2. Loyalty

3. Honesty 

4. Spending time together

5. Being there for each other

6. Trust

Just one guy to prove all my exs’ wrong… that someone out their is actually capable of doing this ^

I am a hoe cause I said no? I am a slut because I like to wear makeup ? I am a whore because I find the female race is full of crazy chicks who LOVE drama ? I am a human because Lady Gaga made me this way <3 little monster

^ just had to get that off my chest/mind

Astrology .

Usually I go after Capricorn thinking they are my soul mates when in reality. Kind of still messed up from my last ex who was a capa(Capricorn) -.- anyways* I should be more compatible with  Scorpio , Virgo, Pisces… Pisces to me just seem to make me funny a lot and I enjoy their company if they seriously hurt them when I wouldn’t lol and sometimes they can be pretty mean :/ yet with a Virgo I feel heat and passion when just flirting of course idk how it would work out … Scorpio never met one yet… Lately I have been feeling for this Leo & Taurus.. Leo to me I.just.cant.deal man they can be so annoying and playful at the wrong times when you actually are trying to be serious with them seeing him reminds me of my dad -___- .. and Taurus /3 we both want it but is too afraid to be committed with just one person “/ it hurts but hey living with my cat wont be so bad :|

Beautiful day on Flatbush

Hot and it’s cold…. Spring weather

R.i.p to these Linden’s chocolate chippers :x

L.i.f.e

Life isn’t fucking easy !

I miss my sims </3

Once you have money you can buy whatever you want.. no asking for permisson from parents just be mindful on how you spend it…Yay